Kaleidoscope Art and Root Canals {new artwork}

colorful geometric kalediscope artWell, my birthday is next Monday, and my gift from the universe turns out to be a root canal.

As sarcastic as that sounds, it really does feel like a gift, because yesterday I was knocked on my ass by the most excruciating tooth pain I’ve ever felt. When I say excruciating I’m not exaggerating…it was inside my ear, down my neck, up the side of my face, all over my jaw….I can honestly say that childbirth was less painful. An emergency trip to the dentist proclaimed the culprit to be an infected tooth that needs an immediate root canal.

except my molars are so wrecked from grinding my teeth that my dentist had to refer me to an Endodontist (aka root canal specialist) to do the work. He gave me a shot of Novocaine to dull the pain, wrote me some ‘scripts for painkillers and antibiotics (let me tell you, as an official Horrible Pill Swallower these thumb-sized gigantic pills TERRIFY me), wrote my referral, and told me to come back for a follow up visit after the procedure.

….except it turns out that the doctor he was referring me to is out-of-town for two weeks. Turns out a LOT of the local Endodontists are in Hawaii right now for some conference. Yikes. Nobody I called could see me until May 1st. No way. No how. NOT going to make it that long. After about twenty phone calls, I was lucky to find an office who fit me into their emergency slot on Monday morning. Hallelujah. I have honestly never been so excited for a dental visit in my entire life.

So yeah, happy birthday to me.

Anyway, the silver lining in all of this is that I’m home all by myself for a few hours. The pain was so bad at work this morning that I was barely functional, so my boss told me to just go home and rest. Finally, about four hours later, most of the pain seems to have subsided (maybe the antibiotics are finally kicking in), so while I’m able to think clearly, I’ll take it as an opportunity to post this new artwork I finished a few weeks ago. The finished image is up top, details shots are below.

I like this one. I really, really, really like this one. I’ve been able to do a lot of reading and painting lately, and I can’t even articulate how GOOD it feels. Hopefully I’ll get some more stuff up here soon.

Enjoy the pretty pictures, and take care of your teeth ladies and gentlemen. Tooth pain is a wretched bitch.

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{News to Share} Featured in Good to Know Zine #11

good to know zine puchaseWhat jobs have you taken on while you manage your art/illustration career? Are you holding multiple jobs to make ends meet, or are you a full time artist?

A while back, I answered this question, sharing my ideas about being an artist who holds down multiple jobs on the awesome illustration blog Pikaland. You can find my thoughts, along with those of dozens of other artists and illustrators, in the #11 issue of Good to Know Zine, available for purchase here.

Of course, a lot has changed since I last answered that question. I’m no longer employed at the administrative job I mentioned, and my daytime job now actually has even less to do with art and design than the job I had at the time. Wrong direction, right? Well, you could say that, except for the fact that since last September, I’ve also been working a second job that I LOVE.

And when I say LOVE (!!!!), I say it with the kind of passion and enthusiasm that I can’t convey through type. It’s the kind of job that I sit down in my car when I go home with a big grin on my face, not just because I enjoyed what I was doing, but because I feel like I’m good at it. I’m actually using the skills I’ve worked really hard to master, and that feels fantastic. A couple of nights and weekends a week, I instruct painting classes at a BYOB painting studio. People show up with friends and a bottle of wine, and I lead them though the process of painting a pre-selected image in acrylics. It’s fun, it’s relaxed, I meet all kinds of people, the studio is gorgeous (if you follow me on Instagram you’ve probably seen it), and I enjoy it immensely. Not only that, I’ve had the chance to meet and work with some other amazingly talented artists, which is a huge inspiration.

I just wanted to add this, because for years I’ve held the opinion that you can’t truly feel successful unless you’re doing nothing but your art, full-time, 100% of the time. Of course, I’d still love to be a completely self-employed artist, but my opinion of success is changing. I’m happy now. I get to help people create things, more people are buying and seeing my work, and for the first time in a long time, I’ve been able to carve out a lot more “me time” at home to read and paint (I’ve actually devoured four books in four weekends, but more about that soon). I’m starting to define success differently, less as a destination and more as the process of moving in the right direction.

If things are improving, building, growing, and are the situation overall looks better than it did this time last year, that to me feels like success.

 

till the stars fall from the sky {for you and I}

Jim Morrison Quote

Nobody says it better than Jim Morrison.

No matter where my musical tastes take me, there are certain bands I always find my way back to. The Doors are one of them. Dark. Moody. Dreamy. Poetic. The perfect soundtrack for those late night, head clearing drives to nowhere, with no other company but the music. Those long solo drives used to be a huge outlet for me when I just needed to get away from everything.

There were times that I drove all the way to Wisconsin or even Iowa, through miles and miles of farmland and darkness, with no intention as to where I was going to end up. The destination wasn’t really the focus, it was just the act of being alone in my head, out of the suburbs and beneath a canopy of stars.

With the price of gas now, going on a three-hour road trip to nowhere seems a lot less appealing, but when I could fill up my gas tank for twenty bucks it was some of the best stress relief money could buy. In retrospect, thinking back to how horrible and unreliable a lot of my former cars were, it’s a miracle that I never ended up broken down and stranded on the side of the road two hours away from home.

Moonlight-Drive

Anyway, I thought it would be fun to do a couple of really simple lyric illustrations, a bit outside of my usual style. The idea for the first one had been bouncing around my head for a while, and after I finished it the other picture came together in a few minutes. I think they’re kind of in the same vein, mood-wise.

Weird random fact of the day: did you know that the keyboards in the song “Moonlight Drive” were recorded normally, then played back in reverse to get that interesting sound effect? I learned that reading Ray Manzarek’s memoir “Light My Fire: My Life With the Doors.” I would definitely recommend it if you’re a doors fan, or have any interest in the 60′s counter-culture. It’s a great read.

Do you have any go-to bands for when you just need to clear your head? What are they?

Printable Holiday Gift Tags {freebie}

printable holiday gift tagsI was playing with some holiday colored designs for my shop (yeah, I know, but better late than never), and decided to turn them into printable holiday gift tags. We all like freebies, right?

I can’t even tell you how many times I’ve gone to wrap presents a day or two before Christmas and then cringed when I realized we were completely out of tags and I had to endure my worst nightmare – braving the stores right before Christmas.

Hopefully these will spare you that pain, unless you’re the sort of person who still has to do all their shopping. If that’s the case, make sure you’re being nice to the store employees. When I worked retail, I was always kind of amazed at how mad people would get when, an hour before the store closed on Christmas Eve, we were out of the size/color/style they wanted to buy. Don’t yell at them about this. It’s not their fault. Be kind to the retailers people. Working long hours over the holidays is stressful and tiring, and you’ll be amazed at how much they’ll be willing to help you if you show a little kindness. But I guess that’s true in most situations in life, right?

I always thought that it would be awesome to randomly show up at a store with coffee or pizza for the employees on Black Friday. Then again, I don’t know how they would feel about taking food from a random stranger. Maybe Starbuck’s gift cards would be the way to go? Just a thought.

Anyway, whether your shopping is done or not (I’m 85% of the way there – now I’m just trying to figure out how to get away from the kids/boyfriend long enough to wrap everything), I hope your holiday season is a good one so far!

Just click here to download the PDF file.

**For best results, you should print them on card stock or very heavy paper.**

Perspective and Gratitude {thoughts on a tragedy}

candle flame

I had another post all lined up, but like a lot of people I can’t get what happened in Connecticut out of my head.

I don’t think a tragedy has haunted me like this since September 11th. It’s not that I suddenly feel like my daughter is in any more danger at her school than she was before this happened. I honestly don’t feel like life is any more perilous than it was yesterday. It’s that I feel this deep, aching sadness for all of the people who kissed their kids goodbye that day and never got to see them again. For all the little kids the same age as my daughter who will never get to grow up. For Christmas presents under the tree with no one to open them. For the families who will now spend their holiday grieving instead of celebrating.

Mass shootings in the news always make me sad, and they are always senseless and crazy and incomprehensible, but this one brings me to tears almost every time I think about it. Maybe it’s because it was a fucking elementary school. Maybe it’s because the children that were killed were my daughter’s age and it makes it so much easier to put myself in their shoes and think about how horrible it would be to lose a child. Maybe it’s because I know how innocent kids that age really are.  Maybe it’s because I think about my own daughter, and how scary it would be for her to return to school after enduring an experience like that.

I know it’s because I can’t wrap my head around how someone could do something so gut-wretchingly horrible. It makes me feel sad and furious and helpless all at the same time.

I often joke around here that my kids drive me crazy. They do. I complain that my house looks like a disaster zone, that I can’t get thirty seconds of solitude in the bathroom, or that if I have to watch one more episode of iCarly my head will explode. I grit my teeth when they fight over toys, and cringe when I find chewed up Cheerios all over the kitchen floor. But beneath the layers of everyday parenting stress and frustration, at my core I’m deeply grateful. Those two girls are my greatest love, my pride and joy, my heart outside my body. They are the root that all of my actions grow from. I would hope that if it came down to it, I would walk through fire, jump in front of a moving car, or take a bullet for them without hesitation.

Something like this happening quickly forces things into their proper perspective. Yes, they drive me crazy sometimes, but I’m beyond grateful to call those kids mine, and I love them with a fierceness I never knew I was capable of before becoming a mother. When my first daughter was born I was actually startled and a little afraid of the intensity and power of the love I felt for her. I wondered how I could ever love a second child as deeply, but when my second daughter was born that flame burned equally bright and strong for her. Life is precious, and sacred, and sometimes more fleeting than we like to think about. I cherish those girls, and every smile, giggle, hug, kiss, silly joke, mischievous grin, funny dance, and every other happy moment they bring into my life. I just feel compelled to put that out there into the Universe.

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My thoughts and prayers are with those people affected by the tragedy at Sandy Hook Elementary. I can’t comprehend what you’re going through, but I am so, so, so sorry that you have to go through it.

Photography Adventure { Chicago Christkindlmarket 2012 }

One of my absolute favorite holiday traditions is our annual day downtown at Christkindmarket.

They set up a little German style Christmas village in Daley Plaza, (for those of you unfamiliar with Chicago, that’s right by the Picasso, which I managed to NOT take the obligatory photo of this year). It’s become our annual tradition since my BF and I first starting dating. He, apparently, has been going for years, but I, on the other hand, had no idea it even existed until the first time we went (he says I apparently had never heard of lots of thing other people know about, but that’s another story).

Anyway, it’s an awesome day full of dark beer, potato pancakes, chocolate covered fruit on a stick, spiced wine drunk from ceramic boots, glass ornament shopping, strolling though Macy’s, wandering into whatever other stores happen to catch our eye, and then strolling back through the village one last time for a couple more treats before we catch the El home.

hand painted Christmas ornaments

Assortment of glass Christmas ornaments

mulled wine in a boot and german food

It’s hard to pin down my absolute favorite thing about the day. My BF and I don’t get a lot of time off together (our regular work schedules have no day off overlap whatsoever), so it’s a rare treat for us to spend a day leisurely strolling around, just enjoying each others’ company. It’s a day that we don’t have to worry about the kids destroying the house, or the piles of laundry in the bedroom, or the grocery shopping that needs to be done, or any of the other house house annoyances that can overtake your brain if you let them. It’s a day for soaking up the city, snapping photos, and just relaxing.

We had perfect weather that day too. It was just warm enough to be comfortable with a coat and hat on, and just cold enough that a few minutes in the warming tent for food and beer was welcoming. This week we’ve had a freakishly warm spell (as in 70 degree days in December – unheard of!), so I’m kind of glad that we went last week when the weather at least felt Christmas-y.  I adore warm weather, but walking around in a t-shirt and seeing people wearing flip flops amongst the Christmas displays would have felt a bit weird.

Assortment of glass Christmas ornaments in baskets

Assortment of glass Christmas ornaments in bins

basket of glass owl ornaments

owl ornament that we purchased

Of course we can home with some treasures, like we do every year. We picked up a couple new glass ornaments for our tree (pictured above) some adorable paw mittens for our daughter (one of which she promptly lost the very next day despite the clips I also bought to fasten them to her coat sleeves), a cool new beer stein to add to our growing collection, and some chocolates.

I always drool over the beautiful intricate wooden pyramid windmills every year (you know what I’m talking about? The ones where you light the candle and it makes the windmill spin?) but they’re always a little more than I want to spend, and too fragile to be lugging all over the city. Besides, leaving stuff on my wish list gives us a reason to go back the next year.

assortment of red and white ornaments for sale

Christmas trees in Daley plaza and Macy'scollection of beer steins

beer steins

I’m slightly obsessed with the glass ornament shops. I grew up in a house where the Christmas decorations went up the day after Thanksgiving, and I’m used to a Christmas tree literally dripping with ornaments, from cool glass antiques from the 20′s and 30′s, to cheap but pretty balls from Target, to paper and cotton ball homemade ornaments made in grade school. Every year my parents bought me one or two ornaments, and when I moved out my mom gave me a nice chunk of her massive collection to start off my own tree. I admire the beautifully curated and color coordinated trees that some people do, but in my own home I love a good mismatched collection. The best part about the glass ornament shops is that you can find almost anything under the sun. Glass ice cream Sunday? Got it. Glass rooster? Got it. Glass flags? They have a pretty huge assortment. I could spend days browsing in there.

chocolate covered fruit

hand painted glass ornaments

wooden Christmas ornaments

glass santa ornaments for sale

assorted candles for sale

candy for sale

Just looking back at my photos is making me look forward to going back next year. Probably getting a little ahead on myself when I realize that I haven’t even started my Christmas shopping, and we still have to go pick out our tree!

Want to see more pictures from the Chicago Christkindlmarket? You can see my photos from last year here.

Do you have any cool holiday traditions in your city? What are they?

Holiday Sale in My Shop!

megdowntherabbithole etsy shop holiday sale annoucementThanksgiving is coming, and we all know what that means (hellooooo pumpkin pie and sweet potatoes!). Whether you’re stuffed full of leftovers and lounging around the house in your pajamas (this is the camp I usually fall into), or trying to keep warm and playing with your smartphone waiting for the stores to open, if you have a minute head on over to my shop for the holiday sale.  From Black Friday, to Small Business Saturday, all the way through Cyber Monday (That’s November 23rd-26th for the rest of you), all prints in my Etsy shop will be Buy One Get One Free!*

** Free item must be of equal or lesser value. Just let me know which print you want free in the message to seller comments when you make your purchase. Shipping charges will be based on the larger print.

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving weekend!

**UPDATE*** Something went a little wacky with my posting, and this didn’t go up when it was supposed to. Because of this, I’ll be honoring this promo an extra two days – until the end of day Wednesday, November 28th.

Birth Chart Artwork {written in the stars}

natal birth chart artwork

I’m a Taurus, with a Leo moon and Aries rising.

Huh?

It’s all above, in my birth chart.

Regardless of your belief in Astrology, birth charts are a very cool to base artwork on, because just like fingerprints, no two are alike. Your birth chart, or natal chart, is a visual map of where the planets were in the sky at the time of your birth. Since the planets are constantly moving across the sky, passing through the different constellations and houses of the zodiac, even people born just a few minutes apart can have completely different birth charts.

Ever know someone with the same sign as you, but think that you couldn’t be any more different? That’s because you are more than just your Sun sign, or the sign you identify with when you read your newspaper or magazine horoscope. Your moon and rising signs also play a very big part in who you are. Even though you may share a Sun sign with someone else, you and that other person have totally different birth charts. Take my dad and I, for example. We share the same birthday, and we both have that same stubborn Taurus streak (or so I’ve been told) but we are otherwise very different. If you were to compare our birth charts, you would find that we had different moon signs, different rising signs, and planets in completely different places.

Even two people born on the same date, at the exact same time, but different locations will have very different natal charts. The inner planets move through the sky very quickly, but the outer planets, like Uranus, Neptune and Pluto (and yes, I know that Pluto is no longer really a “planet”) are sometimes said to have more of a generational effect, as they take much longer to pass around the sun, and people born in the same generation will most likely have those planets in the same positions in their charts.

I’m no expert on any of this, but I do find it really fun and really interesting to read up on natal charts and the position the stars and plants have on your personality. It’s much more involved than I could ever hope to go into here, but just for fun, here are the three main influences:

Sun Sign

This sign governs the outward you, the you that everyone else sees. Your personality and your general outlook on life.

For example – my sun is in Taurus. Typical Taurian traits? We HATE to be rushed (ask my BF how annoying he finds this) and we’re known to be a bit stubborn. We’re also very persistent, and will pursue our goals with dogged determination, come hell of high water. We also love working with our hands (check), tend to be homebodies (double check) and crave stability (triple check). We are hard working but are generally laid back and easygoing, sometimes to a fault.

Moon Sign

The moon governs your emotions, your subconscious, the inner you, your fears and your moods. It’s the “you” that come out when no one else is around to see it. It’s your intuition, your vulnerabilities, and how you process your feelings.

For example, my moon is in Leo. This supposedly means I enjoys responsibility but may take on too much (this is ridiculously true with me), a love of the arts (check), a strong intellect, and desire to create. Supposedly people with a moon in Leo love to be the center of attention, but the introvert in couldn’t agree less.  I hate people focusing on me, but I DO love them paying attention to my work, so maybe there’s something there after all!

Rising Sign.

This is the sign that was rising in the eastern part of the sky at the time of your birth. It represents how other people perceive you, although it may not necessarily be how you would describe yourself. This sign governs the way other people see us, how we project ourselves in ways we might not even be aware of.  It’s the “mask” we wear, and the impression you make on others.

For example- I have Aries rising. It means trusting attitude toward people, being somewhat headstrong, an initiator, very competitive, but putting more pressure on myself than others. Direct and forthright. Independent. Self reliant.

In addition to your sun, moon and rising sing, the position of the planets and what signs/houses they fall into, and whether those are fire, water, earth or air signs (my chart for example, has a LOT of fire, but barely any water!) also has an effect on you! You could literally fill up books about it – and people have!

If you enjoy zodiac artwork, you might like the zodiac calendar I created for a design class a few years ago. I’ve been thinking of updating the dates and having them printed in the future. Let me know if you’d be interested!

Have you ever looked at your birth chart? Do you think it’s an accurate reflection of your personality?

Infographic Nerd {how social media destroys productivity}

Social Media At Work

Created by: LearnStuff.com

I received an email from the creators of this great infographic asking if I’d be willing to share it…and we all know what a sucker I am for a good infographic (seriously, I have an entire Pinterest board is full of them).

In a way, I completely agree with it. I’m as guilty as anyone of killing time ooohing and aaahing over pictures of friends’ cute babies on Facebook when I should be doing something more productive (like, I dunno…cleaning up the canned food my toddler likes to take out of the cabinet and stash all over the house). I’ve definitely spent more than my fair share of time on Pinterest (see comment in above paragraph) and I’ve developed a bit on an Instagram addiction.

However…

As someone trying to promote my artwork/blog/Etsy shop, social media can also be pretty invaluable. It’s helped me reach people I wouldn’t otherwise have any contact with. I’ve connected with other bloggers, gained freelance design projects, found great inspiration through images on Pinterest, gained fans of my art, sold prints, and discovered some amazing artists through links on Facebook and Twitter and Instagram. Social media has helped me do things that would never have otherwise happened.

What do you think? Does social media drain your productivity? Or do you need it to run your business? I’d love to hear your thoughts!

I Blinked {and it was November}

rainbow kaleidoscope geometric design

Eeeeep. It’s November. Not even early November. Two weeks until Thanksgiving November.

It’s been a while, I know. I don’t know what happened. Well, actually I do. Life happened. Three of the four people living under this roof having birthdays, family pictures in the forest preserve, hockey games, and making beer in our kitchen happened. Day trips to Apple Fest, Halloween, and raking massive amounts of leaves happened. Sick kids happened. My day job, new weekend painting instructor job, contributing to Indie Gift Box, working on my Etsy shop, and a couple of freelance design projects happened. October was nothing if not FULL. Full, but also really good.

rainbow outline kaleidoscope detail shot

Complaining about being busy is really lame. I admit to doing it (more often than I like to admit)…but yeah, lame. Busy is good. It may be slightly stressful at times, and I do have a tendency to take projects on until I’m half crazy, but at the same time, I love everything I’m doing. I love my crazy home life and my family. I adore my new job being an instructor for a BYOB painting studio (wine and acrylics…what’s not to love?) I love working on slowly expanding my art business. I don’t HAVE to do freelance work or contribute to Indie Gift Box, or have an Etsy shop or a blog. But I do these things because they give me a huge sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. I love creating, and I love sharing it. I’m grateful that I have freelance projects to work on, and I’m glad that I have money coming in.

rainbow outine kaleidoscope art detail image

The important thing, and the thing I kept reminding myself over the last month, is that I do all these things because I want to. They shouldn’t be a huge source of stress in my life. So in October, I let life happen around me, caught my breath, and now that things have slowed down for a minute, here I am. I even had time to make this little rainbow kaleidoscope design, which I’m pretty pleased with. It was so nice to sit in front of the computer and create something for myself, for no other reason than because I wanted to make something. After being unemployed for almost six months, starting two new jobs at basically the same time and adjusting to juggling everything again was a bit of a challenge, but I finally feel like I’m back in control.

So, here we go again…

Autumn Love {and new art}

geometric kaleidoscope shape in autumn colorsIt’s really only been over the last few years that I’ve developed a deep love for autumn.

In the past, I always viewed it as nothing more than a gateway to winter, a precursor to numb fingers, frosty breath, and begging my car to start in ten below temperatures. But as I’ve gotten older, and began to really appreciate the rhythm of the seasons, I’ve begun to love autumn in its own right. I even love the word “autumn.” There’s something so satisfying about the way it rolls off your tongue.

I’m still a bit more infatuated with September (there’s no other month that has such magical sunlight) but this year October is close at its heels. Once a week I have to get up pretty early before work because of my babysitting situation, and this week I couldn’t help notice how breathtaking autumn sunrise it. You truly have every single color popping across your field of vision. The sun creeping up in a pink, purple and baby blue sky, gold and green grass, rust, maroon, orange and red bursts of color on the trees…it truly made me sad that I had to go to work and not spend the day running around the forest preserve with a camera.

But you know what? I kind of did. I realized that there’s a forest preserve just a few miles away from my job, and I have a camera phone. I went on a nice little photography adventure on my lunch break, driving through the trails and snapping photos along the way. If you follow me on Instagram, you can see some of them there. It was a nice little nature retreat in the middle of a busy work day.

There’s so much to be excited about this fall. I’m excited about pumpkin spice lattes, knee-high boots, rainbow trees, Halloween, homemade pot pies, a parade of family and friend’s birthdays, concerts, hockey games, photo shoots in the forest, s’mores around the fire pit, taking on new design projects, and lasagna.

So autumn, even though I’m a bit late to the game, welcome.

Like the design at the top of this post? It’s for sale in my Etsy shop.